2022.01.22 20:51 _____irrelevant_____ Really not willing to live anymore
Tw: suicidal thoughts Sorry for the heavy title. Just really unhappy with my life right now. I know people have it way harder than me, but nowadays life sucks. I (19F) am having an identity crisis and a lot of anxiety. My whole life I have been very anxious, but right now it has gotten to a point where I no longer want to live. Constant anxiety, very little sleep and even less energy. I should mention that my parents are immigrants and have sacrificed their whole life for me and my siblings. They work an extreme amount of hours, 7 days a week, in order for us to not miss out on anything. For them education is very important, we live in a country where if you don't have a degree you can not have a steady income. My whole life I have been a great student, a total nerd to be honest, 19+/20 every semester ( the grading here in Greece is with numbers ). I graduated from school feeling really really tired. Now I am in college studying sociology, however this semester I didn't have the opportunity to attend classes, next week exams begin but here I am not able to study at all, I have tried many times this past month but it feels impossible, I get instant headaches and feel very discouraged. I can't understand what is wrong with me. Because I can't study, I get really really anxious. I am no longer able to sleep as I mentioned and not eating well. I feel as I won't be able to graduate college. I should mention that I never really had some type of passion in life. I am not interested in anything specific, I just know that for my own good I have to graduate college, but right now it feels impossible, and it is the worst feeling. I feel very unsure with my future and like I won't be able to achieve anything in life. This is where the anxiety comes in. Crying has become a part of my daily routine. The worst thing is that I am making my patents really sad. If it wasn't for them I would already be dead. The only thing that is keeping me alive is the thought of what my death will make them feel. I don't see any point in life anymore. Two days ago I went for the first time to see a therapist, he mentioned that I may have depression, as it is often closely connected to anxiety. I know I should not be ashamed of this, but I feel like my own brain is failing me. Also I don't know how to evaluate my therapist, how to come to the conclusion if he is good or not. I know that all of this doesn't make any sense, I could, however, really appreciate if someone told me what to do next and whether anyone has been in a similar situation To whoever red this, even if you don't respond, thank you for your time.
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2022.01.22 20:51 FrontpageWatch2020 [#111|+2756|134] CONFIRMED: Moon Knight has 6 episodes and every episode is having 40-45 minutes duration! [r/Marvel]
2022.01.22 20:51 Mellohm23 What lies have you told kids to get them to wipe their butts?
2022.01.22 20:51 M_Elich HEHE SO FUNNY
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2022.01.22 20:51 KerryKongsgaard Remember my huge glass carboy of coins? All rolled up!
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2022.01.22 20:51 FrontpageWatch2020 [#12|+13429|574] Cannot be unseen [r/rareinsults]
2022.01.22 20:51 Sarge_DL Throttle overlay made with Circuit printer/cutter
Hello all. I've had the Winwing Orion for a while and just picked up the take off and combat panels. With these panels, the buttons on the throttle base are doubled. I may as well bind them to something else. Since I can't seam to remember what I bound the switches to, I decided to make an overlay to place on it.
My wife has this machine called Circuit. It's a printecutter for making decals and crafting. I've never used it before but decided to give it a shot. For not having a clue what I was doing when I first started, it turned out fairly decent. Yeah, there are a lot of trial and error prints in the recycling bin. Now that I have the template done, it'll be easy to make one for the F16 in the near future. I ended up finding a white gel pen at the craft store. I had to make a small mod for the printer to hold the pen properly. Seams to work well. The font does look a lot sharper to the eye than what my cell phone camera is picking up.
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2022.01.22 20:51 svanapps Twitter Reportedly Fires Head of Security, CISO to Leave | #computerhacking | #hacking | #cybersecurity | #infosecurity | #hacker
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2022.01.22 20:51 Peter_See I like the idea of leeks (vegetable)
Not sure why, I've never really cooked them and hardly ever eat them. But today I finally bought some at the store after years of fantasizing. I really want to be a leek person, and i'm not sure why I have placed the idea of buying and cooking leeks on such a pedestal to be aspired to. Does anyone else have a food they want to eat, not because they like the taste but just the... concept of it?
(Also I need leek recipes, seriously I have no idea what to do with these things)
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2022.01.22 20:51 _Nova26_ Just give us something
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2022.01.22 20:51 Vkrrs After playing for hour or longer game starts to lag, and input lag become terrible
Literaly you press move to side, and moves for 5 seconds, thats how bad become, jailbroken with edin, what can couse this problem ? game is grinch, good quality rip
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2022.01.22 20:51 FrontpageWatch2020 [#469|+1493|46] Idiots don't have feet 😞 [r/im14andthisisdeep]
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2022.01.22 20:51 pthefeeder Henry Moore: A Culture Show Special (2010) Full playlist
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2022.01.22 20:51 njackso2 Crave help
I am having so many issues with the crave, Im starting to think mine is defective. 1. ARP, I can not get this to hold more than one note, when in hold mode. 2. ARP, when in regular mode, If I hold down notes, It plays them once then goes into a light flutter — no matter where my A/D/S is set at. 3. When I put anything into a pattern, It plays once, then starts to pitch down until it becomes just rumbles. 4. When I put things into the sequencer it just plays one note, no matter what I enter in.
I can play notes just fine on it, I can send midi to it just fine too, but honestly im about to toss this thing.
PLEASE HELP! WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?
(also, I have done the factory reset via software and this seems to do nothing, and I have updated the firmware as well. )
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2022.01.22 20:51 verdantsf Spicy Air-Fried Maitake Mushrooms
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2022.01.22 20:51 dirrtyremixes Various Artists - Chilled Space (2022)
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2022.01.22 20:51 No-Bread638 Honestly I'm really sad the wikis are being taken down :/
2022.01.22 20:51 kellybrownstewart M Performance Interior Upgrade. Carbon Fibre/Alcantara. 2017 M140i LCI-2.
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2022.01.22 20:51 JackGotGames 1 Viewer Andy OMEGALUL
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